Character Piece

I just started this and am not sure whether I should go further with this. This is written in 1st person narrative and is all wrapped around this girl named Belle. This piece is written in her journal, and if I should go further with this, let me know. Thanks !

August 16th, 2003
As always, Beth knew the exact moment that I needed her, and she made sure to be there. I think I would have lost my mind about 7 years ago if I didn't have her to pick me up and put my disassembled heart back together. Beth has not only been my best friend since the 3rd grade, but, she has been my only friend since the 3rd grade. One might say that this is a bad thing. But, truthfully, I like this just the way it is. And, when I say "this", don't mistakenly think that I mean my life...because, you would be nieve to think that I would like my life, when I have to come home to this chaos day in and day out. But, when I say that I like "this", I mean in every way possible, that I like being alone. I want to be alone. Alone is better than being with him.

Belle